An Enchanted LifePath
Stepping Stones Like Stars
The feeling of nothingness lasted for seconds, then light appeared all around, a sense of fear was controlled by anticipation, my eyes opened but I could not see, I gained a sense of falling, falling fast, I was being sucked inwards. A dot appeared it was something to focus on, it was a chance to question further where I was and gain some awareness. As I descended the dot grew slightly bigger and bigger, I fell faster, all the while keeping focus on this mysterious dot, as I fell the dot no longer appeared to be black it had gained colour and somewhat changed its appearance, it was now a red circle. I continued to free fall, as I was falling towards it, it now looked like a red set of theatre curtains in a complete circle, they were drawn shut. I fell towards the curtains and landed perfectly into them grabbing a tight hold, I slid down these huge curtains from the clouds down to my house with a feeling of protection. I was safe. I then woke up. no longer on my bed but on my bedroom floor now fully aware. I was wrapped up in my blanket and back home safe. But I had questions, questions I was too young to ask. Answers I was too young to understand. But I have always remembered my first dream. I was one or two years old. Had I just experienced Astral Projection? Was this my return from somewhere? Was there a message, a secret to be unlocked? Today I am 30 years old, this week I made a cloud vanish with my mind. My name is Carl, This is my Enchanted LifePath.
Some of us know more as a young child than we do when we are a grown adult with all the wisdom in the world, wisdom is what we get from learning lessons, purity is what we get from not knowing the answers, this is the difference between me now, and me as a child. 31 years ago I became aware, I became aware of what I liked the taste of, I became aware of colours, sound, I could even feel the fabric of my clothing on my skin, but the biggest thing I became aware of was me. My first memory of being aware of what I wanted, knowing there was a small job in hand to get to my goal and I had to take action after waking up and knowing I wanted a bottle. I know it was around 4 o’clock in the morning as I can still remember the silence of the night outside, the street light shining through the window undisturbed and unpolluted by headlights, not a car on the road, not a sound. apart from the rumble in my stomach, and in any second the screams I would let loose on the house, people needed to wake up, I needed my bottle. Actions created reactions.
How aware are we as a child? How aware are we the day we are born? Within this day of heightened knowledge, is it possible that we are told our life path the seconds before we are born into this world? Does our life we are about to live flash before our eyes, the same way it does before we die? Is this why lives can seem mapped out? Destiny’s can be set in the stars, this is my first book I have wrote, but what was the first book I read as a child?, how old was I?, I was 4 years old possibly younger, my father, a retired Technical Sergeant in the US Air Force, a typical American dad, inspiring, teaching, driving his son to learn things from a young age, handed me a book and opening it on the pages about Gemini star signs, he explained that this was about me and people born around the same time of year as I was, he read the book to me telling me I was universally intelligent, the twin sign, twin personalities, funny, charismatic as well as other Gemini attributes. I was now aware of my cosmic background. I was aware of books, I was aware of information.
My first written words of real significance came not much long after, my father was a very clever man and 31 years later I am so aware of this, I would have a typewriter at all times if one broke it would be replaced. I remember the first time I constructed a word by thinking how it pieced together after breaking it down to make it easy for myself. It was California, closely followed by helicopter. Both words split into 3 sections, heli-cop-ter, Cali-for-nia. I would be rewarded for doing things like this, always being told how smart I was, I would be taken to the zoo so I could take photographs using my Polaroid camera, another item I always had as a very young child and again if it broke it would be replaced, I always had one with me although I have now lost all of my child photographs, good job I can remember every day of my life.
I experienced a very spiritual childhood and my first dealings with fear were spiritually based, a creaking door would trigger thoughts of there being people I could not see entering the room with one particular time it happened resulting in me crying to my mum that I wanted the wizard to go away, this was when I lived in a bungalow in the Norris Green area of Liverpool with my mother, Carol, sister Jennifer, and my step-father Mark when I was around two years old, the house has since been demolished. This was the house where I had my dream of falling through the sky. Fear was an emotion which was new to me as a child, where as it is one that I would go on to grow out of as an adult, but only after facing all of my fears in life head on, being fearless is perhaps now my biggest fear.
It was in the same house that I have a lot of my first memories, I can remember trivial things such as my first hot chocolate drink, it was on a Saturday night, blind date was on the television hosted by cringy scouser the late Cilla Black, my parents had gone out for the night, me and my sister were being looked after by a baby sitter, the baby sitter gave me a drink in a red plastic baby cup with a lid on and told me that my mum had said to give me this, one taste and I was hooked. Other first memories and lessons I learned in this house was right and wrong, a lady was walking past whilst I was playing in the front garden and I recall throwing a stone in her direction, I got an instant shock when my actions created her reaction, she opened the gate and knocked on the front door to tell my mum what I had done, I remember knowing I had done wrong and I was taken inside and my playing out for that day was over. I have memories of my first pet in that house, a German Shepard dog named Zeus, it was early in the morning, me and my sister were eating porridge, I remember the texture and how I thought the lumps were meat, I liked it, my step-dad then opened the door and came in with what I thought was a hedgehog, Zeus was tiny, I’m not sure who named him but I bet with a name like that it was me. He was put down after he had grown huge and a paving slab fell on him in the back yard breaking his legs, was this my first loss? My first heartache? My first real feel of pain was also here, in my next door neighbours, somebody had left what I now know was a soldering iron switched on and me being as curious as ever picked it up, burning my hand very badly and making sure I screamed the house down for over a week. My first feeling of being trapped came when I would get inside my quilt cover and not be able to get out, I would be in a panic thinking the wizard had trapped me, the imagination of a child who would go on to have one of the best imaginations in the City of Liverpool one day.
End of chapter 1
So, your father died 88 days after the 88th day of the year. He died the day Michael Jackson died. I was born on the 88th day of the year. Your birthday is interesting because you were born on 6/5, the 156th day of the year with 209 left. So, 6 + 5 = 11, the 156 is 1 and 11 and the 209 is 11! You have Jesus birthday written all over your life my friend because he was born on 9/11 with 111 days left until the end of the year. We are connected because Jesus was crucified on March 29, the 88th day, my birthday. 88 days later (June 25), your dad died.
EnterThe5t4rz told me this and I thank him
I was Then Told This By a Viewer Over On My YouTube Page
The Spirit says you are written of in a book, the only book that matters. You have access to Spirit, it takes some time, but it will come to you. no worries, my friend. the day of a birth, it does tell me great things.
6 – man
5 – judgement
you took a step back from this world and looked at it again judgement is good in this world of sin.
1 and 9 are see the reward, those of us born in that Century sure do.
8 – the heavenly Christ
4 – foundation
You have looked at the world and made a judgement, you choose heavenly treasures over the shit of this place.
you born on a good day and you made it happen, Father loves a good cookie.
“5/6/1984 = pure 33 not a 33/6”
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